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You got those Jimmy Choo’s…You know when you meet someone and you just fit together? You just immediately click and know that you’re going to be friends for a long time to come. You can talk about anything, or nothing, and be completely comfortable in each other’s presence. There’s not tension or awkwardness between you, even when it’s silent. You know how that does not ever last? Eventually, they’re going to say or do something that shatters your image of them and nothing they say or do after that can fix what’s been done. Then you find yourself arguing with them or just completely avoiding them because they get on your nerves now. I don’t ever want that to happen with us. I want what we have to keep growing and as it grows, we in turn grow closer to each other. It surprises me everyday how much more we let each other in to our private lives. We’ll see where it goes, but just for now I’m enjoying our time together and anticipating the next…
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Same day, same song, differnet dance…
I started this a bit ago, looks like it’s missing a few elements. Actually all of the elements are missing.
So, it turns out they are human and actually very normal. It was refreshing to see professionals, who I previously thought were quite cold and withdrawn, in a relaxed setting and talking about things other than work. Now I’m more relaxed in their presence and I think they’re more at ease in mine.
Side note: a motorcyclist just yelled at me for typing while in stand still traffic. What the hell else am I supposed to do when I sit in traffic that doesn’t move for an hour? Motorcycle man, if you’re reading this, save your anger for bar fights and child molesters. Please leave bored commuters be while they blog on their PDA and save them the embarrasment of singing along with our favorite 80s pop star. End side note.
Now back to our regularly scheduled babel.
I wonder how long I can play this off. A harmless lie that gets me into the room and the conversation without feeling like I’m the only one without. I made it up to break the tension. It worked. Sometimes, when were talking about it, I actually believe my own lie. Not a good sign. So now I’m faced with the dilemma, to come clean or not to come clean. That is the question. Whether ’tis nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of insults from my peers or just play it off and make up another lie down the road to cover up this one, is another good question. I think I’ll go with the latter of the two proposed solutions. Don’t condemn for doing as the Romans do!
Speaking of Rome…I’m really tired of being back in the USA. I’m thinking a nice European location this time next year would suit me just fine. Problem is, I don’t think I can wait that long.
It’s not so much this actual country that I’m tired of, it’s the familiarity. I hate familiarity. I wish I lived in a rapidly developing area where things were constantly changing and worked a job where my daily tasks were constantly changing also. Pretty much, I want to live not on the earth and work a job in not this market. Hahahahha, figure that one out for me, will ya?
